life is hard.
my biggest PLD lately is not speaking my mind. About a lot of things.
I've been so incredibly frustrated with myself and who I'm becoming lately. I went from being a sassy, independent, pain in the ass young woman to some sort of domestic type who puts up with a lot more crap than I ever have before in my life.
It's so upsetting.
I am happy. I am happy, and healthy, and in love. I have a new job-that so far I love. It's just little things that press my buttons.....and I'm worried that someday they will press the spontaneously combust button.
My crazy used to come out in little bits. Little spurts of "I'm not a pushover because I am LITTLE". I was a bamf.
Now it's going to come out in one big explosive burst and take out an entire village.
Frick.