there are a lot of things in my life that really scare me. I know that God will take care of me, and he doesn't give us anything we can't handle...but lately I feel like I've been given a lot.
This past fall, with leaving GMC, and being virtually alone in Portland (besides Tanner, of course) has been rough. It's been very hard for me to make friends of my own and establish myself in this city. I sometimes dislike how much of a little wife I've become.
The ongoing squabble with GMC over them withholding my transcripts has been such a burden, and I'm REALLY upset that everyone other than me is graduating next year. I wanted to be on top of things, but the probability of that happening is not very high right now. If my credits come across okay, IF Marylhurst lets me work on the program of my choice, IF IF IF....
I feel a little lost in the world lately. Tanner is off in his own little world more often than not these last few weeks, and I've been feeling so neglected. I know I shouldn't, because I know he loves me more than I could imagine. But I still do.